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Fizzle

Fizzle

One moment you’re aflame and then the next,
As behind clouds the sun will sometimes slip,
The winds have changed, set fire to the nest;
A hand grenade becomes my clever quip.
Self sabotage towards ends I can’t imagine;
Perhaps some strange and tragic feat of ego.
What of this irony that snuffs out Passion?
What God of suicidal undertow?
Now no amount of dexterous cavitations
Can slay this summoned golem of the sheets—
It must be valiant reconciliation
Whose effort may this struggling arc complete.
Wherefore this agent of absurdity—
That most interested of parties,
                                                Me?

[18 October 2006]

Learning’s Irony

Learning’s Irony

He dons his plate-mail, sword and mounts his steed;
Towards battle rides with grim-set eyes ablaze.
‘Tis time for learning to commence, yet not
Without the pain of blood lost to the grail.

How much pain in learning’s name imposed
(By saboteurs of self-protection’s kind)
Before those learned things fall short
And never can quite pacify the hell
Of life in educated misery. [4 October 2006]

Muted Tones

Sometimes Muted Tones are nice.
Almost the opposite
of the blaring,
“I don’t trust you
enough to let you find me
on your own
So I’m going to screech”
-colors.
Muted colors
carry a subtlety their
more saturated companions
will never know.
You want a white that looks white, but
doesn’t really feel white;
You want the cleanliness, but not
the oppressive starkness
of a sanitary ward.
Elegance, simplicity
in light.
Muted light.
[16 November 2006]
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How Was I To Know?

Out from the womb it crawled, unaided
And unrestrained—
To wreak havoc within the people.

How was I to know?
I merely channeled this enigma, from that
Vacuum of neuron-frenzied space
Into this world of now-false utopias.

Now the world can see
The true potential of humankind—
To completely and utterly destroy and
defile all it knows.

The killing and raping of humanity by its own—
All in the harsh glow of this,
My life work;
That which has consumed its creator;
A masterpiece.

[1 November 2006]

A line for the day.

“Does pain have a place of sacred no return?”

Untitled Poem 9/19/06

My brain floats behind my eyes,
a storm of sparks
thrown from woven currents—
A writhing mass of computational fury.
An enigma; yet just as bound
by the laws of the flesh;
We only fool ourselves to think it escapes
this physical reality.

The observer sees my particular set
of actions, reactions, expressions;
This is all that defines me.
There is no abstract
I
floating somewhere in grey static space.
I
am merely a fragile pattern,
set amidst the chronologic noise
of human existence.

Hope in Failure

George William (“A. E.”) Russell (1867–1935). Collected Poems by A.E. 1913.

159. Hope in Failure

THOUGH now thou hast failed and art fallen, despair not because of defeat,
Though lost for a while be thy heaven and weary of earth be thy feet,
For all will be beauty about thee hereafter through sorrowful years,
And lovely the dews for thy chilling and ruby thy heart-drip of tears.

The eyes that had gazed from afar on a beauty that blinded the eyes
Shall call forth its image for ever, its shadow in alien skies.
The heart that had striven to beat in the heart of the Mighty too soon
Shall still of that beating remember some errant and faltering tune.

For thou hast but fallen to gather the last of the secrets of power;
The beauty that breathes in thy spirit shall shape of thy sorrow a flower,
The pale bud of pity shall open the bloom of its tenderest rays,
The heart of whose shining is bright with the light of the Ancient of Days.
source: Bartleby.com




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