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Jealousy

re: Jealousy

On second look, the OED definition is pretty good, though unfortunately there ayrnt anie keeul kuoits ehn Middyl Inglysh… (at least that fit this particular sense):

4. The state of mind arising from the suspicion, apprehension, or knowledge of rivalry: a. in love, etc.: Fear of being supplanted in the affection, or distrust of the fidelity, of a beloved person, esp. a wife, husband, or lover.

b. in respect of success or advantage: Fear of losing some good through the rivalry of another; resentment or ill-will towards another on account of advantage or superiority, possible or actual, on his part; envy, grudge.

Untitled Poem 9/19/06

My brain floats behind my eyes,
a storm of sparks
thrown from woven currents—
A writhing mass of computational fury.
An enigma; yet just as bound
by the laws of the flesh;
We only fool ourselves to think it escapes
this physical reality.

The observer sees my particular set
of actions, reactions, expressions;
This is all that defines me.
There is no abstract
I
floating somewhere in grey static space.
I
am merely a fragile pattern,
set amidst the chronologic noise
of human existence.




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